{"id":14757,"date":"2016-02-16T20:52:14","date_gmt":"2016-02-16T20:52:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mytrendybuzz.com\/blog\/?p=14757"},"modified":"2016-02-16T20:52:14","modified_gmt":"2016-02-16T20:52:14","slug":"ronda-rousey-admits-that-she-was-suicidal-after-losing-to-holly-holm","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/mytrendybuzz.com\/blog\/2016\/02\/16\/ronda-rousey-admits-that-she-was-suicidal-after-losing-to-holly-holm\/","title":{"rendered":"Ronda Rousey Admits That She Was Suicidal After Losing To Holly Holm"},"content":{"rendered":"

Don\u2019t let her tough exterior full ya! After her relieving her stunning loss, which resulted in a knock out by Holly Holm last year, Ronda Rousey became emotional while admitting to Ellen DeGeneres that aside from her physical injuries, she was also mentally defeated.<\/p>\n

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The 29-year-old UFC fighter and burgeoning actress appeared on Monday\u2019s Ellen Show<\/em> and didn\u2019t hold back when describing how she handled the agony of defeat.<\/p>\n

\u201cI was sitting there and thinking about killing myself and the exact second I\u2019m like \u2018I\u2019m nothing, what do I do anymore and no one gives a s**t about me anymore without this\u201d.<\/p>\n

Sounds pretty dark, but ultimately it was Rousey\u2019s current boyfriend, Travis Browne \u2013 who gave her the incentive to battle her demons, \u201cTo be honest I looked up and I saw my man Travis was standing up there and I looked up at him and I was like, I need to have his babies, I need to stay alive\u201d.<\/p>\n